Russ - I Love You Boy

You grew up in a environment that was hostile and got wild
Arguments you heard as a small child, had an effect
That left you with a lot to undo
Your first words was screamin' at your mom sayin', "Fuck you"
Imagine the visual
Diaper on, already dealin' with the residual
Effects of an explosive father figure was difficult
Momma was miserable
His love felt conditional
You better be perfect, otherwise hе'll be hypocritical
Belittle you 'til you nothin', yеah, hurts to listen
And if the parent knew how to regulate the nervous system
That was reactive, mom was fatalistic
No one to protect you, grandfather paid a visit
To take you and your siblings and your momma far away
Twenty-nine years later, she regrets that she stayed
You were doomed from the start, you were hurt and ostracized
There's a wound in your heart, survival mode, you traumatized (For real)